Grad school has taken over my free time. The evening time that I used to spend blogging is now taken up with grad school homework. For the first time every I find myself trying to get my homework done as soon as possible. As a working, grad student, mom I have to utilize every spare moment possible.
There is so much going on.
#1 I seem to have found a place of peace and I don’t think it is temporary. My cycles has come and gone with no worry about possible pregnancy. Life is just going on. About 2 months ago I heard an amazing sermon titled “No if, but when.” After I started changing how I thought about building our family it became easier to deal with now. Now instead of saying “if we have a second,” I say, “when we have our second child.” With everything happening in our lives we know that now is not the time to be adding to our family.
#2 Faith: It is absolutely amazing how my faith has changed in the last 6 months. While we were TTC my faith in God was tested. At times I thought how the H*LL could he do this to us. Granted this journey was hard but the bigger picture is setting in.
#3 Work and Grad School: Work has been keeping me very busy. Last year I was spoiled with an AMAZING work schedule. I am wishing I had started back to grad school last year now. This year my work schedule is very hard. Not only am I teaching my max number of classes but they rearranged where they are placed making the ends of my days very long. Then adding being out of the house 2 nights a week and homework…BUSY!!!!
Well, I want to say more but my play time is up. I am here just busy!
